The Woman Turns Herself Into A Fish

Robinson McClellan

About this work:
This piece was commissioned and recorded by the vocal trio Eos (Kathryn Mulvihill, Michele Kennedy, Jenna-Claire Kemper), based in New York City.
The recording, made by the commissioning ensemble, will be published in the Spring 2005 issue of Yale's annual graduate arts magazine Palimpsest.

TEXT:
The Woman Turns Herself into a Fish

Unpod
the bag,
the seed.


Slap
the flanks back.
Flatten


paps.
Make finny
scaled


and chill
the slack
and dimple


of the rump.
Pout
the mouth,


brow the eyes
and now
and now


eclipse
in these hips,
these loins


the moon,
the blood
flux.


It's done.
I turn,
I flab upward


blub-lipped,
hipless
and I am


sexless,
shed
of ecstasy,


a pale
swimmer,
sequin-skinned,


pearling eggs
screamlessly
in seaweed.


It's what
I set my heart on.
Yet


ruddering
and muscling
in the sunless tons


of new freedoms,
still
I feel


a chill pull,
a brightening,
a light, a light,


and how
in my loomy cold,
my greens,


still
she moons
in me.


- Eavan Boland

Copyright 1982 by Eavan Boland, from An Origin Like Water: Collected Poems 1967-1987 by Eavan Boland.
Used by permission of W.W. Norton & Company, Inc.
Year composed: 2004
Duration: 00:05:30
Ensemble type: Voice, Solo or With Chamber or Jazz Ensemble:Two or More Solo Voices without Accompaniment
Instrumentation: 2 Soprano, 1 Alto

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